I NEVER KNEW. .

that life was such a contrast..like a flickering television when its very very old..no one even noticed that a day has already passed, do i look forward for the future? yes and no..yes, because im really looking forward to see my kid grow up. i have questions in my mind like will she be like me? or his biological dad? (I HOPE NOT!!) or will andre and i end up in the future? and yes because im curious as to what will become of me. fast forward life so to speak. i dont look forward to the future because i hate getting old, i didnt like the idea of skin sagging, skin drying, hair falling, eyes getting blurry and memory loss..but hey, thats life for you right? all of us will go through that stage.hmm.i hope that elixir of life is something real, i would definitely buy 1!

anyway, im off topic AGAIN, do you agree that life is indeed a contrast? an irony? well, i do.lately yea. its like when you needed something and you cant find it, that truly sucks lalo na pag kelangan na kelangan mo na and then when the day passed then suddenly bigla siyang mag-aappear? diba? or like that alanis morissette song about irony? or meeting someone who is truly your opposite? or even when the time youre still single no boys come to you tapos right now that you have someone then all of a sudden dami umaaligid? bummer diba? well, im going through that stage right now. buti nalang i ignored it and went deadma. buti nalang im so inlove with my bf right now because if not, who knows what i can do.

i never knew that you have to re-new a passport, i mean why would i re-new it if i havent got out of the country again? its been like 4years since i went out of the country and now my passport is now expired, mum told me i have to re-new it. tell you what, im so lazy. i dont want to wait in a gigormeous line to do that anymore. ive been there, so no way should i fall in line again. i also dont want to pay up those travel agencies whose prices is more expensive than your travel ticket. mind you they would say ‘ito na ang pinakamura para mag-renew’ but as it turns out mas mura parin sa DFA. bastards. to cut this story short, im not renewing my passport.period. hehehehe.